Thursday, July 06, 2006

Thursday Thirteen...

Okay, this one isn't gonna be so pretty. But here goes -

Thirteen things that suck:
1. Divorce
2. Cancer
3. Lying
4. Betrayal
5. Infertility
6. Meanspiritedness
7. Mental illness
8. Verbal, emotional, and mental abuse
9. War
10. Violence in all its forms
11. Friends who disappear and disappoint so very often
12. Materialism
13. The fact that I could so easily come up with 100 more things that suck
and that are bothering me tonight.

I've heard about, read about, and experienced first-hand
some of life's difficulties this week.
I'm not happy about it. At all. Not even a little bit.

This "good girl" (See www.jengray.com by way of explanation)
is not feeling so good right now.
My thoughts are not all pure and kind and loving.

Then again they never are... but that's a-whole-nother blog.
For now, though, I'm off to stew in my own juices.

1 comment:

After Thoughts.... said...

The worst thing you can do is to be in an situation that you know is wrong, yet don't have enough courage, or won't do anything to change, leave, get out, of it....and each day, you probably will wonder that "what-ifs" - mind is a fascinating mechanism we all possess, not the backbones. Cheerior for a better day tomorrow, beginning tonight:-)